Breakfast last Sunday.
They told her: “Destroy what destroys you”. She decided to kill herself.
When you want to speak something about what’s in your head, ugh and then you can’t just finish the main point you’ve been wanting to tell… definitely one of the worst things I don’t wanna experience again.
And then there comes a time when you have spoken the words you needed to say because you are totally exasperated with things that’s been running all day long in your head, and all of those words are just thrown away or just ignored by the people you needed to be there and just listen, yeah, just listen with my emotionally-wrecked rants…Ugh!
Can’t someone just listen, and then let me finish first with all my rants before someone tells me or offers me what to do? Is it too much to ask for? It felt like I have to stay mute all the time, it felt like nothing good comes out of my mouth. Haaay.
No one listens, no one understands. All I want is just to talk and to rant about my day, I don’t need opinions or any side comments for tonight, all I need is an ear that’s ready to hear, to listen and to accept all the details I’ve been longing to spit out and a heart that would understand every inch of my negativity today.
And tonight, I’ll be going to sleep with a heavy heart and a mind loaded with tons of negative things.
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I thought I would never love too much again, but sometimes fate is always giving you a situation that which is completely opposite from what you are expecting to do.
I thought I’ll be afraid to love again, for I have been hurt more than enough to hate and feel worthless. But the things that I fear of, are the things that bind me to love again.
Well, I guess love wins this time. And it’s been three years of love winning over struggles and battles. I love you walang ubos, walang umay mi amore!