That kind of feeling you wanna give it a shot, you wanna do something you know you’ll be better off with that thing, you wanna give it your best, you wanna do it because it’s what you like and that’s what you think will give you a good life…then all of a sudden, they’ll tell you to do something else, do this and that because that’s what’s good for you because they gave you a chance before and then you just let it go easily…ugh!

They thought this is the life I really wanted, they thought I’m okay with this, they thought I’m just using them. :( Why don’t just give me that chance and prove them it’s not gonna be the same it was before, I’m changed! I already changed for the better, yeah, changed for the better without having my pride because all I do is just do as what they say! All I do is just follow and do whatever they wanna do to me because I still can’t do on my own, but why not give me a shot so that I won’t be expecting and ask for my monthly allowance.

All I wanna say is let me take the course I wanted because I know myself more right now, I know it’s gonna be good for me and I know I’ll be giving my best because that’s what I want rather than send me to school and do shit because it’s not what I wanted.