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Transitional season. <3
It’s the end of May. Thank goodness. :3 Hope June will get better.
Well, I just found this photo on my dash. Ugh. Idk. I really don’t know what happened to me this afternoon.
I’ve watched a Filipino love story, In The Name of Love, and fuck it! I just started crying and crying since it started up until the end. So after I’ve watched the movie, I decided to go to shower because I thought I’d be okay since I need to freshen up my head. But again, screw the shower. Just made me cry a little more. I just can’t control the emotions I have. I’m so messed up. I just feel nobody really cares for me. Nobody loves me.
I still cried for hours. I’m sorry. Everything inside me feels so heavy. The only thing that could lessen the weight is just to cry. I just feel so helpless. That feeling when you’re crying and you can’t control it, that you almost feel like choking. Fuck. It’s unbearable. :’((
(via perfectlydestroyed)
P!nk - Please Don’t Leave Me (by PinkVEVO) I can see myself here. Maybe physically I don’t hurt him that much, but imagine me hurting him emotionally and mentally. And also breaks me and tears me apart always when it all comes back to me. Ugh. Stupid Mau.
If only I have a gun…Maybe it’ll be so much easier…
I miss you. :((
Smart girls are the over-thinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing to avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up late at night thinking about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust less people. Their insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. Of course they try to stay away from a drama-filled life.
